For the past couple of months, I`ve been wondering what I should do in order to have more control over my identity. In short, I want to detach myself from... Who's Online | Find Members | Private Messages
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2 months ago - Wednesday 5/26/21 - 7:07:31 PM EST (GMT-5)
For the past couple of months, I've been wondering what I should do in order to have more control over my identity. In short, I want to detach myself from my family's name as I don't feel like I really, really belong there. Of course, anyone could say "well, identity is fake and the act of fitting in isn't real, and last names don't matter in the sense that even if you do decide to change it, you'll always feel out of place." And others could say the opposite. Bottom line is, its one thing saying it out loud, and its another thing actually feeling that way. Like what really is family? Why should I respect people I don't know? If I change my last name, who's family would I insert myself into? And why does that feel so wrong? I feel like I should change my last name, but by doing that, I also feel like I'm betraying some part of myself.
2 months ago - Wednesday 5/26/21 - 7:13:49 PM EST (GMT-5)
Is keeping it in the hopes of somehow cleansing it selfish? It doesn't even matter from an outsiders perspective, so why am I worrying about it so much?
Anyways, birthdays coming up. Deciding which jersey I want.

1 month ago - Wednesday 5/26/21 - 11:49:49 PM EST (GMT-5)
Hey. Nice Jim Kelly jersey.
1 month ago - Thursday 5/27/21 - 2:16:16 AM EST (GMT-5)
:) yes of course haha...

Anyways found the photo I've been looking for and I'm feeling alot better take a look


1 month ago - Thursday 5/27/21 - 12:41:48 PM EST (GMT-5)
No I get the name thing. Like the men from that side are literally rot garbage maniacs. Sometimes I'll run into someone who's like "oh you're a **** do you know ***** ?" And I can see them make assumptions about me based on my family. But the thing is like they aren't wrong either. Like I am also what they say I am.
1 month ago - Thursday 5/27/21 - 12:46:45 PM EST (GMT-5)
My last name is a large family from Long Island that moved into these small country towns. I used to get asked all over the place if I was from that family. I guess I look like them or something.
1 month ago - Thursday 5/27/21 - 4:07:36 PM EST (GMT-5)
I told my mom I might take one of the women's last names, but she told me if I did it would break my grandpa's heart? And like he is actually legit the only good one in this family so idk man.

And yeah the only one who's recognised me by like last name was vertigo's father lmao
1 month ago - Friday 5/28/21 - 1:35:18 AM EST (GMT-5)
Become your grandpa or something I guess (there is no eye roll emoji)
1 month ago - Friday 5/28/21 - 2:28:50 AM EST (GMT-5)
1 month ago - Friday 5/28/21 - 2:34:40 AM EST (GMT-5)
HOW
1 month ago - Friday 5/28/21 - 2:38:00 AM EST (GMT-5)
B - |

The little line not an uppercase I.
1 month ago - Friday 5/28/21 - 2:38:43 AM EST (GMT-5)
Also if you browse YT on desktop mode or from a desktop there are two new sections called smiley and numbers
1 month ago - Friday 5/28/21 - 3:48:54 AM EST (GMT-5)
dude yes

I spend most of the time using mobile, guess I'll just have to learn all the emoji commands later lmao
1 month ago - Friday 5/28/21 - 11:08:23 AM EST (GMT-5)
I thought that was like a very tired emoji but I can see the eye roll now
1 month ago - Friday 5/28/21 - 3:08:22 PM EST (GMT-5)
I think its probably the closest we can get to an eye roll lol



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